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January will be the worst fucking month for me ever.. But I’ll be happy for 10 days at least in April. Or march. I really don’t want you to go & I held back my tears when I found out you swore into it already.. 😔 My biggest fear is you never coming back. Or even worse, you coming back but not to visit me, like you said. But to visit her. I know you will, but I don’t want you to.. I don’t like her, at all. And you know it. Sometimes I want to tell you, then I think to myself what’s the point anymore… I’m officially stuck in the friend zone. Forever. I swear I tried my hardest, and I’ve just gotten to the point to where I look desperate. Ill be fine with being just friends, but idk if I can ever stop loving you. We made a promise, forever & ever.. I’m keeping my promise. I love you more than anything in this world..
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Ill be happy again some day. Just not today, next week, month or year.. But soon :} |